onsdag 24 februari 2010

I think we just broke up

Dear Internet, me and Kahla had a big fight today. He told me nobody respects him and I said "yes they do, at least you don't have big scars on your back so everyone thinks you're ugly and you will never fly anymore, which you still can't but it's different for you because you don't even know what it's like" and he said "everything is about you, isn't it?" and then I started crying. He told me to stop, but then I just cried more and then he started shouting at me. He said he was sick and tired of hearing about my wings, and then he left and I was all alone and I was crying and really sad and then I remembered what it was like to fly and then I cried even harder.

I hate Kahla now.

tisdag 23 februari 2010

Love is complicated

Dear internet, I think I'm in love, maybe.
As you know I've been seeing Kahla for over a day now and he really listens to me and it's amazing and he's really not as small as he seems and he does this neat trick which is great.
Last night I asked Kahla if he wanted to share my bed and he said "I have my own bed" and I said "do you want to share your bed?" and he said "you're too heavy for my bed" so I said "thank you I wasn't ready for that yet" and he looked at me funny.

We haven't talked for several hours now and it's kind of awkward. I have this one story about my wings and how they were clipped that I haven't told yet, but I'm not sure how to start, because I haven't seen him and when I do it might be awkward, or it will be, but I don't know how to deal with that, because my wings were clipped and I can't...

I know no one is commenting, most likely no one is reading this at all, but if anyone has any suggestions, I'd love to hear them.

Love,
Aerie

måndag 22 februari 2010

new entry

Hello internet.

Today I showed Kahla my back and asked if I was ugly because of my scars. He said no. I said "please don't lie." He said chicks dig scars. I didn't know what he meant, but didn't want to look stupid so I didn't say anything. He's really small, but I like him anyway.

He showed me this neat trick he could do. It was beautiful.

Hello again

I'm sorry it took so long...

Today I met some children. They were visiting the circus and they came up to me and asked who I was. I said that I was Aerie, and that I was an avariel. They asked what an avariel was, so I told them it was a winged elf. Then they said "but you don't have any wings." and I screamed "my wings were clipped!!" and uncle Quayle came to get me and they took me away from the children and hid me. That made me sad, so I prayed for answers.

I met Kala out there. We hadn't really talked much before. He seemed nice, so I told him about my wings, then I showed them to him. I keep them in a coffin next to my old cage and they are starting to smell weird. I could tell he noticed, but he didn't say anything.
I think I'll talk to him again tomorrow.

onsdag 17 februari 2010

first entry

Um... hello?
This is my first time blogging...writing a blog...something...
Uncle Quayle said he thought I needed to vent, and maybe make some new friends, so he got me a laptop. I love Uncle Quayle and all, but sometimes I'm not sure I understand him, but he's nice. He's taken care of me ever since... ever since they...
Um...

Anyway, I'm Aerie, and it's really nice to meet you all, I hope.
This has been my first entry. It wasn't as hard as I'd thought. I'll try my best to make another one tomorrow.